back from pioneering camp.
whole body aching.
palm roughed.
skin burnt.
competition this saturday...
so i finally found out where finna is.
if i go visit her.
how do i face aunt geralding.
how do i face uncle philip.
how do i face her new bf caleb.
and how do i face finna herself.
what if she doesn't want me there?
so soon i realised all this time while i'm online,
i'm playing games most of the time.
barely talking to people.
so i'm a loner afterall...
i talk to nobody.
nobody talks to me.
i find a girlfriend so that i can talk to someone?
do i really love my girlfriend? IF i had one.
nobody knows me.
i don't know myself either.
help? somebody?
Baby,top. || 11:28 PM