losing to my old fuck-with-me-imma-fuck-you-back-10-times-as-hard attitude.
i cant see what's wrong with me or perhaps what's going wrong.
mum merely asked me to stop playing audi for awhile cos the tapping of the keyboard was too loud and she cant hear the news properly, the next time i did was slammed the keyboard and went to the toilet.
oh gees, help me someone, someone with listening ears, a shoulder to cry on, hands to hold on to, and hugs to give. I'm in a mess now, turning into a wreck, a disaster waiting to happen.
i've got enough sleep, enough food, everything else i want.
got cash, computer =/
must be school i tell you, the people there degrades your brain and i think im brighter then the teacher sometimes, my standard of english dropped truckloads, i used to top my class in english...
GAAA! Fuck, hold my hand somebody, bring me far far away.
