i'm troubled, but then again, i might not be.
i kinda "dropped out" of sch, i was supposed to go back for 6 more months
but i refuse to, bleedin shithole.
i choose to go for NS first, and after that either i enroll in a private sch to take o lvl's
OR
i can chose to pursue my dream, join design sch and take up advertising...
OR
i can take private o lvl's and then pursue my dream...
my future seems soo...uncertain. Am i gna grow up to earn lotsa cash? get unlimited credit cards for _____ to spend? Am i gna marry _____? Is she the one? what would the future hold? only time will tell.
my present seems soooo lazy, all i ever do is sleep and eat and play and cycle. Not working, bla bla bla, i just had a fight with mum that other day, she says that i dun do the dishes, LIKE DUH WHEN HAVE YOU SEEN ME DO IT? she says that im like my dad, always sneaking out when she's in thte room, HOLY SHIT, SIT IN THE LIVING ROOM THE WHOLE NIGHT AND SEE FOR YOURSELF, she compared me with my brother, bla bla bla see your brother, study in POLY, and look at you, go ITE den still study till like that, skip classes and all, smoke and drink, see your brother? i dun give him much money but look at him! so much richer den you.
so it all comes down to he's studies are better and money, ok..i get it.
well on the good side, i can finally say i have a girlfriend, she's stays in msia. <3
come online soon ya...hahahhahahah
and my past was a mess.
