to tell you the truth.. i hate you, but i love you much much more den i hate you.
why won't you listen to me in the first place? who won't you trust me? why didn't you wna go out with me? if you had..all these wouldnt have happened.
I HATE myself for leaving, i HATE myself for letting him go when i had the chance to give it to him.
i HATE myself for letting him go scot free. I HATE MYSELF FOR LOVING YOU.
The pain that you're going through..you think i don't know bout it? I'm human to, i feel the same way you do.. if not even more painful. but there's nothing i can do.. all i can do is stand aside and look as everything happens before my own eyes. but i swear i will accompany you through this dark times.. and im willing to walk with you for the rest of my life.. but that's unless you're willing to walk with me.
I'm was thinking.. all that i've done.. all my love shown to you.. isint enough? i know im super irritating at times cos i ask tons of stupid questions.. but it's all cos i care.. im concerned bout you.
i love you, i really do. If i could hold you again, i would never let you go, i'll love you with all my heart and soul.. and i'll never let you go, every again. swear never to make you sad again.. no tears shall be shed and no pain will be felt.
i wna hold you in my arms and tell you im sorry...i love you. i regret my every action.. it's just stupid and dumb of me.. i never should have told you bout finna, tested your love, tested your loyalty to me.. all i wanted was to see your reaction but the pimple became a volcano and killed us..
All i ask for now is your forgiveness and you to forget what happened but i guess it's not that easy now that so much shit has happened.. all i can do now is wait for your return..
i felt like giving you up so much the past few days.. but i DON'T want to be just another ex of your's. i was walking home just now and i thought of my ORD date.. and realised it's 4 days b4 valentines' and i rmb you saying that next valentines' you MUST have a boyfriend to celebrate it with.. and i said i want to be that guy..
