2wks of Ex Sb a short break and then 2ntm. it's taking it's toll..
im tired, the company is very tired, we're all tired.
though all we do everyday is practically sleep, but it's the mental part,
you don't know when you're gna get activated, you don't know when you're gna get turned out.
i didnt dare to take off my boots and pants like i used to. i didnt dare to take a shower, i didnt even dare to sleep but alas i succumbed to the tiredness and slept.
We were all very very bored in there, we've seen weird things when people are bored, example - two guys chasing each other with a kettle of hot water. lol.
Girlfriend oh girfriend, i miss you so.
if i ORD im afraid i would feel lost, i Dont know what to do, to study or to work?
if your probation ends you would be running around all the time.
i wish i could go out with you everyday but since you say you dun wna den so be it,
i respect your decision and ya it's true too if we meet up everyday, we'll get bored of each other really quick...
We'll watch the sunrise and sunset when you're a free girl again,
we'll count stars together late at night till you fall asleep in my arms.
We'll go to where ever you wna go.
i guess im damn lucky to have a girlfriend like you who wants me to call like everytime when im free. it's good and bad at the same time... so i won't get super bored while in camp but at the same time, i can't get enough sleep like the past when i didnt have her, but ya, shouldnt complain bout that, thx darlin for "entertaining" me. xD
i love you so much.
