so anyways.
My mind and everybody else says - find a normal girl.
My heart says - she, is what i want. and they always say, follow your heart.
another special friend of mine says, continue, you've come so far... you've been through so much shit to get here. Don't you dare say you're gna give up.
I say - i love you. jiayu. more then anything else in this world. im working very hard on not saying stupid stuff to you. but the more i try the more i seem to be hurting you.. i dun wna irritate you anyway. i dun wna make you angry. i mean really.. who would want to irritate someone and make them angry? and fuck, i only have 1wk and 2 days left... im really fucked.
Baby,top. || 4:08 PM